Waiting in grief

O God why the pain has started again
dikala I could feel his smile,
dikala everything is my carving,
I stared at the night after night,
I looked with great hope,,

but unfortunately this pain,
only a lasting pain.
only the "pain" that comes out of my mouth,
night had covered her face
appeared too tired smile
until when will the morning will come,.
when will I can feel it

but I'm sure you give other road
wonderful way for me,
O God,. this weak servant,.,
give rigidity to wait
waiting for a beautiful morning it appeared again.
wait,. and will always wait